Yesterday the “I” was chopping it up with The Most High about finances. The “I” mentioned a budget. The ”I” was asked a simple question “how can the “I” budget if the “I” doesn't gno what the budget is?” It was definitely a question that brought reflection because the “I” doesn't gno what the budget is.
The “I” could only answer with “I” don’t gno”. So the directive the “I” was given was to figure out MY needs... The ”I” needs three times the rent to move in. The “I” needs transportation and of course a steady stream of income to maintain all of it like utilities and gas (unless the “I” gets that Tesla 😊), etc.
So the ”I” calculated how much the “I” would need and the moment the ”I” hit equal on the calculator the “I” literally felt like Fred Sanford yelling that he was “having the big one”.
The. “I” grabbed my chest because it felt like my heart was about to pop. The “I” was shocked at how much the ”I” would need and the ”I” was shocked at the fact that The Most High didn’t say ” no that’s not achievable “. What The Most High did say was two things
” anything extra, the ”I” can keep the change “.
“do not get a car note”
It’s not in my will/wheel to stress any longer about how this goal will be achieved… it’s in MY will/wheel to trust and believe that despite what it looks like … there is something cooking in the background that the “I” doesn't see, but it’s coming.
When the “I” thinks about alchemy and all the ingredients needed to turn something into gold; it’s only right that the ”I” was overwhelmed by so much emotion; that it came off as an actual physical feeling…. not just an emotion .. there was action associated with the feeling.
So “I am” is thanking the Kingdom and my Creator in advance for this blessing. “I am” is writing these words for me. If the ”I” can believe it, the “I” will achieve it. For so long the ”I” believed that it was less than, “I” believed that “I” didn’t deserve to have MY needs fulfilled and the “I” believed in “just getting by”.
However, with rebirth comes a new mentality and all “I” believe is that there is greatness in me..in you…in US!
definitely to be continued 🚀🚀🚀
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