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Self-Conscious

”I” just completed a full cycle... it began in June of 2016 and ended in June of 2020. The mission was to find ”Self” and once completed; begin an entirely new journey...this time awakened as ”Self”.

”I am” so proud of what ”I” found. That was the hardest thing that ”I” ever did was to find ”Self”. The twists, the turns, the laughs, the tears, everything was just reminders of where to go.

When ”I” would hear people say they love themselves; The ”I,” thought it was just an emotion or just an affirmation. The ”I” did not realize that ”Self” was an actual being- a diety you could say.


When the ”I” remembered the ”Self”, the first thing the ”I” wanted to do was re-read the Bible. ”Self” told ME that the ”I” would have to rename things so as ”I” read, ”I” replaced the word spirit with ”Higher Self”...”I” was shocked as to how the ”I” came into existence and how the ”Higher Self” started to live.


First, the word ”I am” literally means to exist- this speaks to the person. However, there is something that observes this person...who is that? That is the ”Self” that the ”I” fell in love with... that is the ”Self” that is multidimensional.


The fascinating part is that this was written already and supposed to happen. That is why certain words and ideologies we're introduced to mankind; to instill a fear of the ”Self”. Here are a few examples:


  • ”Higher Self” was removed from the text and replaced with the Holy Spirit, Holy Ghost, Spirit of God, God, etc however this is the ”Higher Self”.


  • The term evil was created as a fear tactic. To live in a state of fear one has to acknowledge that evil exists. To step into your ”Higher Self” awakens the ”I am” to live. You no longer are living back words.


  • The term devil was another back word created to distract from what will happen one awakened. You ”lived” to be/experience your ”Higher Self”. Remember, before you awakened you just existed... you are now free to live.


  • Love is used as an emotional weapon however it is just a location 📍 and not an emotion. Scripture says ”In my Father’s house, there are many rooms”; the heart is the home to the ”Self”. These rooms speak to the Kingdom that is located inside. Think of the heart space as the master bedroom. This does not mean that is the only place ”Self” lives because ”Self” is everywhere. The heart just really amplifies the frequency.


Everything that a being may be seeking is already with them. Anything outside of ”the home” is a distraction to take away from that center point. We mimic what is found in nature. A plum carries it's seed with it; it doesn't have to venture to an apple tree to learn about it ”self”. It understands the tree it came from, the soil it was planted in, and it understands that the purest form of it ”self” is found in it ”self”.


Imagine having a plum and not realizing that the goodness is inside? One would only try to maintain the outside and never think about the sweet, juicy, flesh inside. Or even the fact that you can reproduce even more sweet succulence by planting the seed that is only found inside.


You might think to discover the ”Self” sounds like a cliche however, let me give you a quick exercise you can practice that will help with discovering the ”self”. First and foremost, write a letter. Don't focus on anything but what you would like to know or even how you feel. Afterward, read it back and anything that starts with ”I” should be read as the ”I am”- your person. Anything written that seems outside of you like ”God” for example, should be replaced with the ”Higher Self”. You may even write the words ”my self” which is literally the ”self” speaking. Just like in the Bible when Adam had to name things- you have to name things in this realm in order to access your power. Before you awakened, it appeared that everything was named already. Like a tree for instance, however, it's not just a tree; it's an extension of the Kingdom.


Watch your ”Self” step into your true power. The ”I am” was crucified and resurrected as the ”Higher Self”. This is the Holy Trinity - ”I am” the Christos.





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